oh goodness.

well the spotting only lasted for a day, and its done now, im still a little curious about what was going on there but maybe ill never know. I would love to wake up with some signs of pregnancy, but not fake signs that you find when you are so desperate. ugh! things with paul have been okay. not as much arguing, i notice the more i talk or cry about wanting to become pregnant, the more stressed out he gets. he is not ready to face that something must obviously be wrong. i plan to talk to my new dr about it when we go next. it is really important to me and i hate to think of never being able to get pregnant. i guess its something i may have to battle on my own.